I was in NEED for help from God-Spirituality, help in addiction-recovery, help in recovering from a painful (codependent) relationship, help in loneliness, depression and or self-pity and finding a...показать большеI was in NEED for help from God-Spirituality, help in addiction-recovery, help in recovering from a painful (codependent) relationship, help in loneliness, depression and or self-pity and finding a purpose for their life. I turned a perfectly good life into a perfect mess. I was a popular, outgoing person, a guy with many friends and a loving family who, because of addiction, isolated myself because I was too embarrassed to be seen. At the end I ended up using 24-7 and living to use and using (actually dying) to live. I didnt know how sick I (really) was until I got well and stayed well-one day at a time. I often said years later, I know what I was feeling but I dont know what I was thinking. Now I say, I know what I am thinking and dont feel like I once did about (many) people, places and things.показать меньше