I was born in Uttrakhand, India, and when I was one year old, my family moved to Delhi. I have studied like a regular boy. In my childhood, people used to make fun of me. I was a naive and a dumb b...показать большеI was born in Uttrakhand, India, and when I was one year old, my family moved to Delhi. I have studied like a regular boy. In my childhood, people used to make fun of me. I was a naive and a dumb boy. I was at my mother by my mind, but I look like my father. My mother was like me in her childhood. She is very simple and feeble of mind. I am on my mother, anyways. When I was about thirteen years old, my friend and I talked about Kung Fu and flying man meditation, etc. Till that age, there was nothing like (sannyasi) recluse in me, but starting at the age of fourteen, I have one more friend. He gave me book of yoga. I did not read the book, only checked its pictures, and I gave this to my school friend with whom I talked about kung fu and flying man. About the age of seventeen, my school friend taught me about one yoga posture. He also told me if I do this so, I will become master mind, so I started doing it. That was holidays time, and I was alone at home. I did it whole month. I started in the morning and got up in the evening time. It really improved my mind. One day my friend told me that he heard about a (sannyasi) recluse, went to his ashram, bought lots of books. I read (sannyasi) recluse’s biography. In his biography, he mentioned that he spent month in small box he renounces everything even his family to become sannyasi, I was thinking all the time, he has become sannyasi recluse by austerity, but this seems impossible for me, because I never imagine this kind of life, I was in my teenage, I did not see like yet, how can I renounce everything, it is not about renouncing, from my inside I was not able to accept.
But one day my same friend gave me the Osho’s book, when I read this book, I went to deep meditation itself, and end of age of twenty-nine and starting of thirty sannyasin happened with me, this event change everything, before this event, I used to think whatever knowledge I have gathered is my enemy because I was in middle not (sannyasi) recluse and regular, I used to think that someone tells me that fate is true or it is just my misconception, but when I sannyasin happen with me so this fate of was reason of sannyasin, one day I was in meditation and in deep meditation I found the answer of my question that fate is great truth, no one can apart from this, this whole existence bonds with fate.показать меньше